Aug 27
So there I was just walking down the street and Susan the hottest girl in the senior class just so happens to look in my direction and smile. Okay first of there was no one within a hundred yards of me so unless it was just some random smile she must have been smiling at me right? Yeah I know I am not the most attractive kid in the school and I am a sophomore she has no reason to look at me and much less smile at me so what am I even worrying about. But for some reason I can't stop thinking about it, maybe it was more maybe we have more in common than we thought. I heard that once in gym class she was caught staring at some of the other girls. And that the only reason she joined the cheerleaders squad was to get closer to the head cheerleader Monica the only girl that is remotely as hot as Susan. I hate to admit it but sometimes I find myself caught in fantasies with other girls how can this be. I don't think I am that way. I mean its not like I ever thought about it before but what if I am. I don't think its right to hold onto these thoughts but I can't say I know how to get rid of them. I mean its like all over the Internet and there's at least three girls in the school who have come out and openly display their sexuality. Sometimes I wonder if I am more wrong to deny these feelings or to admit to them? Well this was just a catalyst for what was to come. It just so happened that the gym teacher got into some accident so the school changed out the classes and asked the coach for the cheerleader squad to take on half of our class and the other half went to the track coach. I was with the cheerleader coaches class. Coach Barbara Kendalls, every one referred to her as coach Barbie and she liked it. Well that day was definately one to remember, I don't like to shower in front of everyone its not because I am overly ashamed of my body, its because I think they can tell that I am trying not to look. Well as I was showering Coach Barbie came into the locker room "hello, is someone still in here?" I didn't say anything, I closed my eyes and hoped she would just leave. And then I heard her step into the showers here shoes squeked accross the wet tiles. "Tina? Why are you still here?" she asked, I opened my eyes and turned towards her voice. She was sitting there looking me over. I still didnt' say anything, she smiled and said "there's nothing to be ashamed of the body is a beautiful thing. In fact your body in particular is quite nice." She smiled again and walked closer to me she placed one finger at my chin lifting it up so our eyes met. "Don't ever be ashamed of who you are and what you want." and with that I felt her other hand placed loosely on my naval, I couldn't help but smile and that was all it took for her. With that smile she took the hand at my chin slowly sliding it accross my jaw brushing back my hair. She pulled me close to her softly licking at her lips stoping just shy of our lips touching, I guess so that the final decision would be mine and it was I leaned in pushing her tongue back with mine. The bell rang the next class would be starting soon, she pulled away slowly and said "You better hurry up now or you'll be late for your next class." Her demeanor changed I guess the sound of the bell brought her back into the reality of the situation, she was a teacher and I a student. There was more on the line than just emabarassment, it was her carreer vs her wants. Me I was only certain of one thing at that moment that I was running late for class. I grabbed my towel dried off and wrapped it around my head got dressed grabbed my books out of my locker and barely made it into the classroom as the teacher called my name for role. "you're late young lady. I will not tolerate tardiness and from the flushness of your face it seems you were off endulging in the carnal delights of some boy. You will stay after school today for detention with Coach Kendalls" I felt myself go flush once again when I heard that name, I quickly made my way to my seat as she finished "who will be filling in for me today."
